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8:43 a.m. - Monday, Oct. 17, 2005 You know that sounds very depressing now that I am reading that first paragraph, when in fact I�m not terriblely depressed. I am still in sort of a funk. I am beginning to realize how sometimes old people just don�t like to keep going out of their routine. Sat. I was taken out of my routine and spent the day eating too much and not doing enough and just basically doing something that to be honest thrown off my whole being. I was tired to the place where I wasn�t tired anymore and I was easily agitated and we all know from the last entry how well that worked out for me. So that made yesterday an off day to try and make up for Sat. See how one day can affect the next two when you are thrown off your schedule? I would also suppose that when older people get this way I takes much longer for them to repair the whole situation. My mom is coming today to get her hair done. I am looking forward to seeing her. I have missed her but have been so busy with cheering and stuff that I haven�t gotten time to go out and see her. I am glad she makes it over to get her hair done so I can visit with her. I need to get motivated here in a very big way! One way to do that is think about what I need to be doing. So bare with my stream of blather� I need to make Nitey her pants, I think I will use these gold sweatshirts that nobody wants. **and that will even get them off my floor!** I need to tend Nitey�s ringworm which I have already mentioned how I feel about that; however did I mention it is an every 2 hour thing I have to do?? I need to clean up my dinning room dust and run the vacuum Clean out a desk I have sitting here and get it down to the beauty shop to replace the piece of crap I have down there now. OHH and I need to do a ton of other stuff including but not limited to, fixing and clening the toilet, cleaning my room, washing the kitchen floor, and laundry. Usually making this list makes me motivated and I get going, however today it just makes me tired. I think a shorty nap and then getting busy is the order for the day. ***man my life is pathetic.*** Always Remember and Never Forget�cheap toity mechanisms don�t last long!! |