I want to know why I think of things, important things I need to do when I am in bed… sometimes I’m semi asleep sometimes I’m awake just to darn lazy to get up and write them down. I did this last night and now I can’t remember what it was I was supposed to do. OYY!!
I’m trying my hardest not to get toooo discouraged. The scrapbooking is going but not as well as I would like it to go. I’m afraid I’m not going to make my $900 goal for this last 30 days unless I buy like $300 of it; which I’m thinking I might just do that, and hope to heck I can sell it because I don’t want to get into debt over this. I think a bit of the bummer of it all is the beauty shop isn’t busy at all either. I’m not sure if, I’ve done something wrong, or if it is the whole economy with everything being so expensive are people not getting their hair done?? I really need to at least get out of debt, so that if I don’t make any money I can afford the gas to get Paul to and from work and Kay from school. I guess fretting over this won’t help things at all, so I will think happier thoughts and hopefully my tummy will to and stop with the heartburn!
In other news, I’m going camping this weekend with Diane and Cathy, although Diane doesn’t know about Cathy. HUMMMM I wish Kay weren’t so weird about Cathy, I don’t know… I think Kay had a problem with Rachael to be honest. Rachael judged her and I think that has left a very bad taste in her mouth. OHH gosh I hope this goes well. Although I highly doubt that she will be spending much time with us since neither her nor Paul took time off work for this so they will probably be working. I really just wanted this to be Diane and I this year no extra kids because well to be honest her nieces got on my nerves terribly, but they aren’t coming this year. OHH well if I have a good attitude then things will work out well. I love camping and I should get the tent out and get it set up and let it air out so it doesn’t stink. I worked up a list of food I need to get to take. I shop at aldie’s where the food is cheap. We always eat a bit better when we are on vacation and this is it for vacation this year.
I think that I need to talk to the doc about hormonal upheaval or get some happy pills… I’m not a big pill person buuuutttt I hate feeling so down for about a week and a half a month. I used to take St. John’s Wart but for some reason I quit but my friend was telling me about something where she gets her vitamins from that she really likes so I might try that. It is just a sense of pressure and dread that follows me around and I feel like I just want to cry. OYY!!
I need to call the college and make sure that Kay’s state money will be going there and not Gannon like my paper said. I thought we took care of that back in July but apparently not because it isn’t in her statement yet. This is $2500 so I sorta want to get this worked out so that we can see what we really need to pay.
I think I am going to email my cousin’s and then busy doing something not sure what. We have been doing really well cleaning on Mondays. So maybe I’ll get busy doing that after scrapbooking at 10.
Always Remember and Never Forget…coffee isn’t coffee without the rich creamy taste of Coffee Mate!!