I am thinking this could potentially be a day of prickles. I feel all prickly today, well I didn’t while I was alone but when hubby boy threw a tantrum about my shop towels being in the washer when he went to put his clothes in I got very prickly. You know like I could almost envision the needles on a cactus coming out on me. I don’t feel grumpy just hurt that I can ask him to do stuff and what not but he won’t do it and then when he wants to use the washer he throws this adult temper tantrum. I should throw more myself. I am such a milk toast. Sometimes our marriage feels like that two bulls with heads pushing against one and another and thing budges. My theory is since I don’t keep a spotless house and he fends for himself for his lunch and he cooks when I’m busy then I must deal with some of his lesser desired attributes such as not working on my van because he doesn’t have to deal with it, and his tantrums and the like. I guess I should quit complaining because if I’ve said it once I have said it a thousand times…. Negativity begets Negativity. On to some happier thoughts.
I am so happy I went to church last night. I am doing well with my promise of conversion this Lenten season. I like getting back to mass on the weekends. Hubby boy has been to busy to go with us. I guess I’ll just turn into that old lady who goes to church alone every week, sorta like the one I wave to ever week at St. Aggy’s. That’s ok, I like church. I like taking the kids though and I think Kay will always go with me. **well at least I hope.**
I do think I might just let him go on his merry way and head off to “the darkside” alone to get groceries. **I didn’t do it right. I spent too much money** I don’t think I want to spend too much time with him today because I think in my prickly state I might just be a bit argumentative and I don’t want to do that. I went to bed feeling really tired and muscle achy. I should have taken some aspirin or Tylenol but I didn’t and now when I have gotten up I’m sorta stiff and my neck feels like it is a bit “kinked”. I really can’t wait to get a new pad to stand on down there I worked all day and I do think it is because of the whole standing on cement all day. I need to stretch out a bit I am thinking. I really need to make some progress on these wrestling books. I am also debating if I want to even cover this stadium seat I got for Tiff for football season since she isn’t coaching at the school any more it won’t matter if it says Penn State on it. So I think I will just give her this one and be done. I still need to scan the rest of the books so I can have record of them.
As always listing the things I need to get done always makes me want to get busy and so I shall.
Always Remember and Never Forget…things don’t get done unless you do them!