Well Hell week is here and will soon be history. As of when we get home from the match tonight I will officially be done coaching. I have a whole mixed bag of emotions about our last match. Last night was the last match to wait with kids as us three coaches **Coach Higgley, wrestling and Tiff and I.** Tiff called me this morning and was all she didn’t want to quit and was going to do just wrestling. I think I felt better when she was going to be done too, but when she said she was thinking about staying I think it made me feel something that I didn’t like. I can’t put my finger on it but I was felt sorta angry or hurt or disappointed or something that she was going to go back and coach next year without me. I have not right to judge or even begin to tell her how to run her life and raise her kids, but yet I was upset that she was going to coach and not be there for kids playing hockey. Being the anal one that I am I called her back and apologized if I may have sounded anything other than a caring friend, to which she relied… no offense taken and you’re just too funny! This made me feel better. So tonight will be my final night of coaching and my daughters last night of cheering and I am happy but sad because it is one step closer to graduation with her. I don’t want her to go. Maybe that is why I am dragging my feet at getting her FAFSA form done!!
Well I’m off to get some lunch and get ready to head out to the school for the pep assembly at 2. It’s snowing again and I am hoping it doesn’t put down another 6 inches this afternoon and evening like yesterday. Don ended up working till midnight and poor Paul was alone till I got home at 11 with Kay from the match. I hope Don doesn’t have to work over tonight, not that the money wouldn’t be appreciated but still.
Always Remember and Never Forget…endingsare nothing more than a new beginning of something else.